Hari Isnin, Paper pertama ialah kimia 3.. atau common name nya ialah physical chem.. Soalan dia banyak giler... Rase macam x sempat nak jawab jer... Yaya sangat berharap yang yaya dah buat lebih banyak latihan.. Tapi hakikatnya, Yaya x buat banyak latihan.. I've did my best, its up to the lecturers now.. I wish i got the best result...ke-tidakcukup-an yang yaya alami masa jawab paper ni ialah, tak cukup masa.. Huhu.. kalaula yaya boleh jd laju sikit lagi... Malam tu, yaya pulun habis-habisan baca bio.. Awalnya yaya salin balik lecture note.. kemudian, yaya sedar yang aktiviti menyalin balik ni consume time.. so yaya berubah ke mode baca sampai lebam...
Hari Selasa minggu pertama, paper bio 3, atau fisiologi organisma...Alhamdulillah, semua soalan spot keluar.. Ada gak la yang tersasar, tapi apa boleh buat.. Alhamdulillah, boleh jawab.. Tangan kanan yaya mengalami kesakitan yang nyata semasa menjawab soalan ni.. Giler la... x pernah menulis sampai tangan rasa nak tercabut... Apa2 pun, yaya tak cukup tangan nak jawab paper ni.. Kalau iktukan hati, nak jer angkat tangan dan mintak tangan tambahan.. baru la laju sikit... Kalau la yaya dah berjaya dgn projek ambidexterity yaya... Petang tu, yaya study fizik.. hafal semua formula, buat tutorial, baca nota... memang penat la.. pastu, bila menghadap soalan past years, blurr.. Rupa2nya, soalan tu x dibuat oleh lecturer yang mengajar kitorang..
Hari Rabu.. Paper fizik 3.. .... .... Di kesempatan ini yaya ingin sekali memohon maaf dar Dr Fakhrul sebab buat Kirchoff's dgn sangat comot.. mana taknya.. Siap buat round pertama, gatal nak semak.. pastu nampak kesalahan.. tergopoh-gapah nak betulkan... 5 minit terakhir baru perasan yang jawapan yang betul ialah jawapan yang awaaaaal sekali.. Hish... Maaf ye Dr F... Untuk Dr Bakar, yaya bersyukur sangat2 coz yaya buat balik tutorial.. It really helped.. Petang tu, pulun organic... Terngiang-ngiang pesanan Dr Faridah
"Buat tutorial semula.. Kalau x buat tutorial tak boleh jawab.."
So, aktiviti yaya ialah buat tutorial sampai dah x larat dah...
Hari khamis, minggu pertama... Paper yang paling digeruni... Killer paper... Kimia 4... Organic chemistry... It was terrible... really.. I created my own reactions and compounds.. huhi... i realised that i do not know much, but i fill up the empty spaces with the thing that i know... The answer sheet was filled, but i know the answers were not correct.. That is the best that i can ever do... Answering Dr Aishah's questions, (physical part of the paper) make me feel like i'm in paradise... Aaaahhh... Petang tu, yaya study fizik 4 pulak.. Masa ni la yaya bantai sumbat semua formula dalam kepala,,, Yang penting hafal formula tu... Yaya dah aim dah.. Yaya nak jawab dua soalan En Hassan(modern physics)... Hehehe..
Hari Jumaat... Paper fizik 4... Alhamdulillah, semua okay... Tapi, yaya mengalami ke-blurr-an seketika masa nak jawab soalan En Hassan.. So yaya beralih ke soalan Pn Izlina... Hehehe.. penat jer fokus lebih... Jawab soalan orang lain... It was fun answering the paper... However, i can't recall... nope, recall is not the appropriate word... I am not so sure of several answers of mine... To make things worst the answers were used in the next question... =.='... Kemudian, Yaya pun pulang ke rumah... Yea!!!
Kat umah yaya study bio 4 ngan algebra... Calculus yaya x sentuh sangat... Statistics jauh sekali...
Hari Isnin, Paper bio 4... Yaya x nak sejarah lama berulang, so yaya berusaha memanfaatkan masa.. Yaya jawab laju2... Alhamdulillah, kali ni yaya sempat jawab sampai abis... Yea!!! Kali ni yaya lukis DNA strand untuk dua soalan yang berbeza... Nasib baik masa buat tutorial topic messelson n stahl dulu, yaya buat betul2.. ada gak la yang terlekat dalam kepala ni.... Kalau x, abis la... Kali ni, yaya masuk dewan exam dgn perasaan yang lebih tenang berbanding sem lepas.. Tenang, tapi dgn perasaan yang yaya tau lebih sikit dari sem lepas... memang x menyeronokkan la perasaan tu... Yaya ada masa free 20 minit... Sempat gak buat penyemakan semula... Petang tu, yaya study algebra... malam baru nak start calculus... Menatap satu2 tutorial... Yaya x sentuh langsung differential equation...
Hari selasa.. Paper Algebra & Calculus... I've spent more than a day for algebra, but then i can't answer all the questions... Calculus, i've looked into tutorial, but i skipped the proving part and the exact proving went out... Huh.. I am cooked... Matrices.. i've did my best but i can't got the exact answer.. Only differential equation did not let me down.. Everything went wrong for this paper.. i don't know what to expect.. In FB, they sighing about the toughness of the paper.. How they think that it might be had for them to apply for medic... Me? i wanted to apply for mathematics... but..... After the paper, i keep smiling... like nothing had happened... my face can lie, but my body can't.. my body is tired with the fake smiles.. i went to sleep from 2:30 to 5 pm... I only studied statistics at night...
Wednesday... Holiday.. T2 made an expedition.. i'll tell about it in another post.. Petang tu, masa yaya kat toilet, yaya rasa bangunan ni bergoyang.. Yaya ingatkan yaya yang lemah lutut dek ekspedisi T2.. tapi, masa tu, yaya perasan yang situasi tu sama dgn masa yaya kat langkawi masa Tsunami dulu.. tapi, budak yang ada kat toilet buat tak tau jer.. So yaya assume yangkaki yaya yang x kuat.. Tak cukup tidur kot.. Rupa2nya, ada gempa bumi.. Dalam kerisauan memikirkan gempa bumi., yaya paksa gak diri yaya mengulangkaji probability... I really love probability~
Thursday... Time to make up for the loss in Algeb & Calc... Since we can shoose for this paper, i skipped statistics.. i did probability only for section B.. I've did my best... I realise some mistakes but i cannot figur out the solution... I really would like to call for Mr Z and asks him about the proving question.. Haha, calculus question in statistics examination.. will he answer my question... Idk.. Mr Z collected my paper.. before the invigilators were ordered to collect, he inspected every rows and columns and asked every singgle person to tie their papers... Amazingly, for this paper, i've used 3 extra booklet.. All together, i have 4.... Hahahaha... (evil laugh).. Prof Sahar gave us some advice...
"Saya sebagai penutup untuk subjek sains. nak menugacpkan selamat maju jaya pada kamu semua... Kini kamu sudah rasmi sebagai ex-PASUM.. Lepas ni, untuk degree, kamu dah specialised.. Like i said earlier, the sciences are important these days.. We are in need of lecturers... Once you've signed to be in a programme, you are committed to it.. Ingat pesan saya, JANGAN CURANG pada subjek kamu... curang tu, tuang kelas, tuang lab, tak buat tutotial.. kalau kamu boleh tak curang dalam pelajaran, nanti mesti kamu x curang dalam perhubungan... Kalau kamu belajar betul2, boleh dapat first class, nanti kerajaan bagi RM 25,000.. dah boleh kahwin dah... kalau boyfriend dapat 25,000, girlfriend dapat 25,000.. dah boleh beli rumah dah.. Nanti, sebagai pelajar, kamu akan hadapi 3 cabaran... pertama nak belajar, kedua tempat tinggal, ketiga, makanan... Saya harap kamu boleh survive... It will be soo hard for you... Saya cuma nak meleraikan... Meleraikan stress kamu.. kesian saya tengok kamu semua stress tadi... Saya dan semua lecture kat sini mendoakan kejayaan kamu..."On the next day, we had our english language examination... dan dengan itu, PASUM melabuhkan tirainya... PASUM will always be a huge part of my life history.. Once a PASUMian, forever a PASUMian...
Till Then,
Live Brave, Be Bold..
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