Sepintas 2011

Pejam celik pejam celik, tahun 2011 ni cuma tinggal beberapa jam jer lagi.. Macam mana nak ringkaskan perjalanan hidup 365 hari dalam tahun 2011 ni dalam satu post jer ek?? Hmmm..

Yaya rasa, 2011 ni boleh dibahagikan kepada beberapa fasa..

1. Fasa Selepas SPM
2. Fasa Selepas Result SPM
3. Fasa Sebelum Sambung pelajaran
4. Fasa Asasi Semester 1
5. Fasa Asasi Semester 2

Fasa2 tu pulak, ada la sub-fasa yg tersendiri.

Tahun yang agak panjang buat Yaya, dan tahun pertama Yaya bergiat aktif dalam aktiviti blogging..

Yaya kenal ramai orang, dan yaya jalan di pelbagai tempat yg berbeza. Yaya buat banyak eksperimen, Yaya menulis banyak benda... Memang mematangkan dan berinformasi..

Pengalaman yg x boleh dilupakan:

Ape ek?? Hmm banyak, rasa2nya, semua yg masih terpahat dalam minda dan ada gak yg dah diabadikan dlm blog ni... Antaranya,

1. Holiday kat korea
2. perjalanan buat lesen
3. First time tgk wayang
4. PASUM-life
5. Eksperimen dgn ribbitto..
6. etc..

Boleh dikatakan yg 2011 ni, merupakan tahun di mana corak hidup yaya xde pola yg konsisten sepanjang tahun....

Yaya harap yang Yaya takkan sesekali melupakan apa yg mata ni dah tengok, telinga ni dah dengar, lidah ni dah rasa, hidung ni dah hidu, kulit ni dah rasa, kaki ni dah jejak, otak ni dah interpret, hati ini dah alami, diri ini dah pelajari, dan pelbagai lagi gabungan kata nama dan kata kerja yang lain.....

Tak kiralah, perkara tu gembira, sedih, perit, sakit, pedih, tenang, seksa, stres, excitervous, kecewa, suka, duka, dan macam2 lagi kata sifat yg lain...

Kalau orang inggeris kata, "you are what you read" Yaya kata "kita ialah apa yang dah kita buat" 

Walau seperit mana memori tu, tapi itulah yg menunjukkan sapa diri kita.. Pengalaman yang kita dah alami tu membezakan kita dgn orang lain, Yaya mungkin sekolah kat SMKSP mcm kwn2 Yaya, tapi, apa yg Yaya dah alami berbeza dgn apa yg diorang dah alami.. Yaya mungkin menjalani PASUM-Life, tapi Yaya jamin my PASUM-Life will differ from others Asasian... 

I am proud to be me.. Just the way I am.. If I were given another chance, to live the life of mine once again, i'll never make a slight change in my life.. Problems need to be solved, not to be ran away from.. Face it.!! 

Hah, kan dah melalut dah... Okay, baik Yaya letak noktah cepat2 sebelum post ni jadi novel pulak, hehehe...

Sekian,

Berbanggalah dgn apa yg telah anda tempuhi,

Hidup Berani, Jadi Berani..

Keliru

Yaya keliru lar... Tak tau nak guna bahasa apa dlm penulisan di sini... Kadang2 penulisan tu lebih best dlm bahasa inggeris, kadang2 bahasa melayu.. Masalahny, Yaya x nak jadi perosak bahasa..
Yaya berusaha sedaya upaya nak menggunakan hanya satu bahasa jer dalam sesebuah post tu, tapi susah...
Rasa2nya, Yaya dah di-brainwash oleh peraturan yg Yaya buat bersempena dgn MUET.. MAklumlah, masa MUET dulu, semua post yaya buat dalam bahasa inggeriskan.. Skarang ni, tangan nak menaip dlm bahasa inggeris, tapi hati nak bahasa melayu.. Hasilnya, ialah sebuah entry yg bercampur aduk bahasanya..

Apa2 pun, selamat bercuti,
Yaya akan cuba yg terbaik utuk mengekalkan penulisan dalam satu bahasa jer...

Sekian,
Hidup Berani, Jadi Berani

"Next Year" Issue

Two weeks earlier, Dr Ghapor who had to leave since he had a conference said to us..

Jadi, saya jumpa awak lagi, tahun depan.. See You next year..

Kami Asasian terpinga-pinga.. Hah??? Kenapa tahun depan?
Oh, New Year dah dekat.. Okay..

More than two weeks earlier, several weeks earlier, Dr Faridah said to us..

This topic i will teach you next year..

Hah? Kenapa next year?? Okay, New Year dah dekat..
Hehe.. Boleh dibawak bergurau rupanya lecturer2 ni.. Well, diorang pun manusia gak ape...

Minggu ni, kami semua dah pick up... Kami tau camne lecturer nak bergurau dgn kami... Bila kami dah prepare, x de pulak lecturer nak guna frasa "see you next year" tu.. Kebanyakannya cakap

Okay, i'll see you next week..

Yaya yg berkata sendirian..

Next Year, barulah dramatik sikit..

Kecuali Dr Linda... beliau jer yg cakap pd kitorang,

Okay, i'll see you next year...

Tapi yg paling sedih, Mr Z... Beliau sedang berbicara mengenai kehidupan sbg pelajar fakulti, kemudian beliau bertanya kpd kami dgn nada serius,

Okay, sapa nak jumpa saya lagi tahun depan, angkat tangan..

Secara spontannya yaya angkat la tangan.. Tahun depan kan... Kemudian beliau berkata dgn nada terkejut

Kenapa korang ni? Saya dah x nak jumpa korang lagi la.. Saya nak korang semua keluar dari sini..

Okay, di saat itu aku mengerti apa yg beliau maksudkan dgn tahun depan... Nak repeat asasi ker? Takpelah, Y tolak jer offer repeat asasi tu okay...Sambung pasal Mr Z.. Beberapa ketika kemudian, beliau berkata

Okay, class i get it.. New Year tinggal beberapa hari jer lagi kan... Okay 

Beliau berkata demikian sambil tersengih....

Till Then,
Beware of Your Words..
Live Brave, Be Bold...

KeCEWa

Yaya nak berkongsi sebuah khabar angin yang x sure betul ke tidak... Minggu ni, amali yg ada cuma amali fizik... Yaya berusaha yang terbaik, dan alhamdulillah, kami sekumpulan berjaya melepaskan diri dari lab pada pukul 4:40 petang rekod baru bagi kitorang.. Tahniah buat diriku..
Namun, suatu ke-pelik-an melanda lalu menimbulkan sebuah persoalan dalam fikiranku.. Fakta yang menimbulkan persoalan ialah,

Budak lelaki siap dahulu

Persoalan yg timbul ialah

Kenapa diorang SENTIASA siap dulu?

Yaya tertanya-tanya, tak kira sepantas mana kami berkerja, mereka sentiasa siap dulu.. Group2 lain pun sama.. Group Yaya gak yg sentiasa tercorot... Pelik sangat... Sampai pada satu tahap, Yaya rasa macam terkena sumpahan yg membuatkan Yaya akan sentiasa tercorot dalam sesi amali...

Apa yg yaya perhatikan, masa melakukan experiment, kami akan berdiri, cum encik pencatat jer yang akan duduk.. Ketika permulaan sesi amali, semua orang berdiri sambil menjalankan eksperimen.. Tapi, sampai satu tahap, semua orang duduk dah duduk dan analyse data diorang, tp, group Yaya still x siap kumpul data lagi.. Kenapa???
Kemudian, ada la khabar angin yg mengatakan mereka ambil data dari group lain yg dah buat eksperimen tu... Sedih giler bila dengar... Sangat sedih.. Hatiku punah... Kecewa giler kot... Kenapa diorang buat camtu?? Seronok ke ambil data orang lain? Aku berpura-pura tidak mendengar perbualan ahli kumpulanku.. Aku menyibukkan diri dan memfokuskan segenap perhatianku kepada perintang yg sedangku cari nilai voltan yang melaluinya...

Tiba2 Yaya teringat pesan demonstrotor sem 1....

Jangan ambil data orang lain... Ambil data orang lain x MACHO

Yaya terenyum sendirian, lalu berbisik dalam hati,

Yeah!! Aku MACHO!!!

So, conclusionnyer, jgn ambil data orang.. X rasa rugi ke? Bukan selau dpt buat eksperimen camni... Memang la setiap minggu ada amali, tapi setiap sesi eksperimennyer lain.. So, buat sendiri la bro.. x macho amik orang lain punya... Salah pun xpe kot.. janji siap.. lantak la nak balik pukul 5:15 pun.. Walaupun lab assistant dah nak tutup lab, still, pengalaman tu penting... Yaya x rasa yg yaya akan lupakan eksperimen yang yaya buat.. Setiap eksperimen tu ada kenangan yg tersendiri.. Walaupun pahit kenangan tu, tapi itu la guru yang terbaik...

Till Then,
Live The Life As a MACHO Person..
Live Brave Be Bold..

He Speaks The "language" of Mine

Gempak tak title post ni.. hehe, Yaya nak amik kesempatan ni nak habaq mai pada semua pasal lecturer Yaya yg dikenali sebagai Mr Z..

The letter Z really reminds me of Mr Zahrin.. Unfortunately, his name is Zahurin... He replaced Dr Ghapor for 2 weeks since Dr Ghapor has a conference overseas to attend... His topic is INTEGRATION!

Pada mulanya, sebelum Mr Z masuk dewan kuliah buat kali pertama, sesuatu terlintas di fikiran Yaya

Macam mana la Encik Zahurin ni... Mesti aku rindu lecture Dr Ghapor nanti

Lepas tu bila Mr Z masuk dewan dan bg lecture, Yaya mesti akui yg dia x macam lecturer... 

First time bg lecture, dia dah lari turun naik tangga auditorium tu.. Pastu, dia melompat naik dan turun pentas yg tingginya, hampir separuh ketinggian Yaya...

But the part that make me feel like he speaks the language of mine is when he said

Lecture saya korang kena salin.. Tapi x payah salin semua la, ada certain jer yg kena salin... Slaid dgn lambang UCHIHA

What?? Uchiha? My ears are fooling me? Nope, he really said Uchiha.. He watched Naruto? What? A lecturer watched Naruto? Is he really a lecturer? I never expect a lecturer to watch such anime..

Later, during lecture, he used a mic stand as a pointer.. He also said,

Saya patut beli satu benda ni dan bawak kat belakang(mcm pedang..) Macam ape.. Ape namenya, zanpak.. zan ape? Ala, cerita Bleach tu..

Zanpakutou? He even aware of the existence of Bleach? What a lecturer... 

Dia gak cakap yg dia benci pentas auditorium 

Sy benci betul pentas dewan ni. I prefer ADK 1.. Pentas ni menghalang pergerakan saya.. Xpe, sy anggap ini sebagai exercise untuk saya meningkatkan CHAKURA saya..

Hahaha.. He said Chakura... Guess what makes things even funnier, the person besides me who was also laughing asked me

Chakura tu ape?

Okay, mungkin ada yg x tau, Chakura tu ialah sejenis punce kuasa dlm cerita Naruto.. Chakura ialah asas kepada ninjutsu... Punca chakura ialah gabungan antara tenaga jasmani dan rohani...

I found his lectures to be not sleep inducing, but filled with laughter.. This is really a good news.. 

Just now, during his lecture, when he found out that we are not really paying attention(i don't know about others, but ia am NOT paying attention because i am busy copying the notes from wani's note since i missed the slaid with Uchiha symbol) to him when he was telling his tales he said,

Korang dengar x apa yang saya cakap ni.. Ke korang guna Ino punya jutsu yang boleh pindahkan roh tu.. Roh korang dah ada kat depan ni ek(hitting the stage) Woi keluar, keluar..

We burst into laughter... He even act how would one be if he were to use such  jutsu.. He really watch naruto..
Yaya perasan yg dia suka buat aksi yg ANBU buat bila menghadap hokage atau ketua ANBU.. Sampaikan, dia cakap yg kalau dia panggil kitorang ke depan, dia nak ktorang berlari ke depan dan menghadap dia the exact way the ANBU i doing... Yaya tertanya-tanya, dia ada x tatu ANBU kat bahu dia...

Minggu lepas, dia kesian kat kitorang sebab topic jadi makin susah, dia suruh kitorang bantu dia untuk mengfahamkan kitorang.. Dia suruh kitorang angkat tangan dan bagi aura kitorang pada dia.. Pastu, bila kitorang dah buat, dia cakap,

dah macam cerita dragon ball pulak.. 

Haha, i saw that coming!! Yea! Mr Z nak buat "bola semangat" dgn aura2 tu.. Bg yg x tau, bola semangat tu salah satu teknik goku.. Dia kumpulkan aura2 hidupan lain utk bg serangan yg ultimate pd musuhnya...
He really into Naruto.. sometimes, i wonder, what would it be if he had the fake Madara's Sharingan, will he be teleporting himself all over the lecture hall? i bet he would...
I don't know what else to say... Such an unexpected lecturer..

Sometimes, when he is serious, he told us about academic stuff, the history of mathematics, and many more.. really inspiring and motivating...

Till Then,
Higher education will not limits us from attached to manga...
Live Brave, Be Bold

iNFecTEd

I was in auditorium and i can sense there are virus in the air.. 

Everybody coughing, and sneezing.. 

They are ill.. 

But not me..

(at that moment)

I went to my tutorial classes, 

even the tutors coughing.. 

There are sickness in the air..

Now,

i have joined the club.. 

I have flu, i cough sometimes, and i also think i had fever too.. 

What a package... 

It's been 2 years i am not taking any paracetamols.. 

I don't want to take it now.. 

Y 

Please don't lose to this sickness... 

Dear Allah, give me strength to carry on.. To go through the physics experiment this afternoon,the lectures and tutorial session on Friday..

Till Then

Hanging Tough,

Live brave, Be bold

Quickpost: I'll Write To You Soon

Poor bloggy woggy.. 

I updated you rarely nowadays... 

The truth is, i have a lot to be told but so little time..

I really wanted to spend a lot of quality time typing here,

but my stacking up assignments inhibit me from doing so.. 

I really wanted to tell about my father who is so cute, 

my family's attempts to steal the treasure chest,

how my friends and i almost had a heart attack early in the morning, 

my algebra and calculus lecturer, 

my dilemma, 

and my journey to paradise...

I really wanted to write them all here, 

but i don't have the time.. 

In fact, i am stealing time right now since i actually need to study for my statistics test tomorrow... 

I wish that i'll have the time soon.. I am looking forward to the new year holiday.. 

Although it is only one day of holiday, i still looking forward to it...

Till Then,
Careless no more on your tests..
Live Brave, Be Bold...

Result(s)

I just wanted to inform everyone that the semester one's result were out..

For us, Asasian, there were two results that were out this week.. The overall Semester one result(the one that will be used for our UPU) and the final examination result...

Alhamdulillah, both of my my results were okay.. There are a lot more to be improved.. To make things worst, semester 2 is a lot more harder...

At this very moment, the thing that worries me the most is 

What would i choose for my UPU???

I really hate decisions... 

Till Then,

Live Brave, be bold...

Hang In There

Just a reminder for myself... Its getting tougher and tougher.. Until at certain point, i just wanted to give up.. Carry on procrastinating.. I still have tomorrows to recap the things that the lecturers lectured...

The fact is, i cannot carry on having that kind of attitude in order to survive the challenging PASUM-Life....
With the tutorials and practical session, i have started to feel the field(medan) routined life... I was rushing to my lab session on Wednesday, and suddenly, a thought cross my minds..

Heh, betul-betul budak PASUM ni... 

Terkejar-kejar kunci pintu dgn tangan memegang 3 keping biskut tiger, dan sekeping lagi di dalam mulut, sedang dikunyah..

Ni jer lunch aku?
Apa-apa lah, ni la pengorbanan namanya...

dan aku pun separuh berlari menuruni tangga dgn kasut yg x dipakai dgn sempurna.

Mathematics.. Once, i was considering taking this course for my degree.. now, i have to think twice.. looking at the summation and the binomial expansion make me reconsider since there is no room for carelessness in such course...
Genetics... topik baru untuk biologi Asasi.. Frankly speaking, it is interesting.. However, it is tough.. Just looking at the notes makes me wonder how would i ever memorize all this??

Bukan niat Yaya nak me-momok-kan korang semua dgn subjek2 aliran sains, tapi ini hakikat.. Subjek sains tak susah, cuma perlukan pemahaman yg mendalam dan memori yang kuat utk hafal benda2 yg sepatutnya dihafal..

Serius cakap yang belajar kena konsisten, jgn delay walau apa benda pun.. Kalau x paham, terus tanya, jgn tangguh sebab nanti korang lupa tang mana yg korang x faham..

Please, Yaya, hang in there.. hang on.. Just go with the flow, avoid carelessness and lounging your time.. Time is precious.. You can't turn back the clock, just try to catch up with the flow of time.. This is a sacrifice.. Just a little time of your life, dedicate it for your own future...

Till Then.
Success demands sacrifices...
Live Brave Be Bold...

Peng-ABADI-an: Sang Katak

Assalamualaikum

Yaya nak dedikasikan post ni utk Ribbitto.. walaupun perkenalan kita hanya 1 jam 30 minit, tapi itu dah cukup untuk membuatkan aku mngenangmu.. Aku masih teringatkan kau.. Aku merindui saat kita bersama..

Semuanya bermula pada hari Rabu yang lalu dan pada hari itu juga, segala-galanya berakhir.. Aku sedang menunggu saat pintu makmal biologi 2 dibuka.. Aku sedang bermain dgn perasaanku.. Aku cemas akan eksperimen hari tersebut.. Subjek ujikaji ialah sang katak.. Seperti yang semua sedia maklum, saya menentang ujikaji ke atas binatang... Sedang aku menunggu pintu dibuka, aku terlihat akan encik pembantu makml yg sedang membersihkan sesuatu di sinki di luar makmal.. Aku sekadar melihat.. Kemudian, beliau mendekatiku yg sedang berdiri berdekatan dgn pintu kerana beliau nak masuk ke dlm makmal.. Mataku terpanggil utk melihat apa yg sedang dipegang oleh beliau.. Aku terkejut.. Encik lab assistant sedang memegang seekor makhluk berwarna hijau!! KATAK!!! huhu nak nangis...

Kemudian, pukul 2:00 ptg, kami memasuki makmal.. Kami cemas dan excited.. Aku berkata dgn kuat dan bangga,

"Ala, katak jer kot, rileks la.." 

tapi, aku dapat mengesan getaran dalam suaraku.. aku cemas, namun begitu, aku x rasa yg rg lain sedar akan getaran itu kerana mereka sibuk dgn peasaan masing2... 

Akak demonstrator memberi taklimat ringkas... Di saat Akak tu tgh berkata-kata, aku terfikir..

"kalau bukan sekarang bila lagi, rugi kot kalau x buat.."

di saat itu, aku bertekad, aku yg akan buat semua ujikaji itu...

Saat yg dinantikan, sesi pemberian katak... Aku mengumpulkan segenap keberanianku utk meghulurkan tangan kepada akak demonstrator untuk mengambil katak.. Azanina di sisiku, memberikan sokongan moral wlpn dia sendiri ketakutan.. 

Makhluk tersebut diletakkan di atas tanganku, dan aku memegangnya erat...Aku tersenyum sendirian dan berkata dgn excited sekali

"takde la teruk sangat.."

 It was soft, moist, cute, young, and not so big. At least mine is cute and not so huge, Syafiq's group got a huge frog.. I felt afraid when their frog jumped towards me(take it awy okay, you frightening me away)

Okay, first time pegang katak.. of course Yaya cemas dan nervous.. Lebih2 lg, bila balik ke bench Yaya, dissecting board xde.. Dang!! Where should i put this little green creature?? I don't want to hold him for 3 hours... Unintentionally, I made my grip on the frog tighter...
Ketika ke-nervous-an itu berada di kemuncaknya, yaya merasakan katak yg sepatutnya moist yg yaya tgh pegang, suddenly, basah.. Xde la basah sangat, cuma ada air... Kemudian akak demonstrator dtg, melihatkan yaya yg panik.. Dia mengambil katak tu dr tgn Yaya dan yaya terus pergi basuh tangan.. Akak demonstrator tu cakap,

"Awak pegang dia kuat sangat, dia takutlah.."

Tak tau dan tak nak tau punca kebasahan sebentar tadi..

Bila Yaya kembali ke bench, demostrator Yaya suruh Yaya letak katak tu dlm besen kecil... So, Abang Katak, besen it is then..  Well, baru nak berkenalan, katak tu restless.. Terlompat-lompat utk mencari jalan utk melepaskan diri... Terdesak sangat nak melepaskan diri, sang katak pun melompat apabila ada peluang.. Tup tup, peluang datang ketika Yaya x memegang katak tu, sang katak pun melompat, tanpa menyedari dia melompat ke dalam lengan baju Yaya.. Yaya separuh menjerit..

ARGHH!!

Yaya sgt terkejut... bila katak tu dah dikeluarkan, Yaya tenangkan katak tu dgn mengusap bahagian bawah rahangnya.. macam nak manjakan kucing.. Yaya gak cakap kat dia yg yaya mintak maaf yg yaya terpegang dia kuat sangat tadi...  Katak yg asalnya restless, menjadi tenang.. Sangat tenang sehingga Yaya boleh letakkan dia dlm besen dan dia akan sit upright tanpa cubaan utk melepaskan diri... Experiment dimulakan.. Objektif, mengkaji sistem saraf.. voluntary and involuntary reaction..
Every time the experiment hurt him, such as pinching his leg, expose vinegar to his leg.. He'll become restless.. Immediately, i'll rub his lower throat.. and whispers

"okay, dah xak buat dah.."

It hurts seeing him suffer... 

My first physical interaction wit a frog.. very exciting and memorable.. we did a lot of thing together.. My biggest mistake in the experiment is getting emotionally involved with the subject.. If you have been reading from the beginning, you'll realise that what was i doing will never make a sad ending.. Maybe, i just have to say goodbye to hm when the practical is over and we carry on our lives..
I haven't yet tell you all the worst part of the practical session.. For the voluntary reaction part, we need a brain damaged frog to be our subject.. Guess where would we found one....

We found one by brain damaging frog that we were having back then.. the process is called pithing.. at which we insert a needle at the back of their head until the the needle reach the brain, and then we move the needle from side to side to damage the brain.. It doesn't sound cruel when i use English.. Translate the process yourself since i don't want to imagine the process..

Ikhlas Yaya cakap yang Yaya x sanggup.. Yaya dah sayang sangat pd katak tu.. Walaupun Yaya x nemakan dia lagi, tp seriously, Yaya dah sayang pd dia... Sampai satu tahap, Yaya bercadang nak seludup katak tu keluar.. Tapi, apakan daya....

Asalnya, Yaya xnak tebuk, so, Yaya suruh Farhana tebukkan.. Tapi tgk Farhana mcm teragak-agak jugak, so, Yaya pun ambil balik sang katak dr tangannya dan mendapatkan tunjuk ajar akak demonstrator... Yaya gak terfikir

"Kalau ada org yg layak utk menebuk kau, akulah orangnya... Kenapa aku nak serahkan kau pd orang lain.. Aku nak jaga kau sampai ke akhirnya, aku xnak org lain buat silap dan aku menyalahkan diri aku sebab menyerahkan kau kepdnya... Kalau nak jd benda yg silap pun, biarlah aku yg buat.. Aku bertanggungjawab kepada kau.."

Dgn tunjuk ajar akak demonstrator, Yaya memulakan proses pithing.. Maafkan aku sang katak.. Dgn lafaz bismillah, aku mula menebuk dgn akak demonstrator di sisiku..  Jarum tu xnak tembus.. Tapi samg katak x pulak meronta-ronta(sedihnya.. rindu sangat!!!) Akak demonstrator berkata,

"Awak x tolak jarum tu"

 Aku memandang ke arah demonstrator, okay, aku dah tolak, mungkin x cukup menolak.. aku tambahkan force ke atas jarum tu.. Mataku fokus pada sang katak... Kemudian, Yaya dapat rasakan tusukan tu dah tembus... (Allah, hatiku luluh. hancur...) side to side, side to side...30 saat keemudian, Yaya keluarkan jarum tu... He was still breathing, but not as frequent as earlier..
The view was heartbreaking... I have to restart all the test that i did when his brain is still one piece... He still giving some responses, but not as quick and as strong as before... Seeing the weak sang katak, make me feel sad.. Just a while earlier, he was active, now, he can't even jump..

"Sang katak.. maafkan aku.. aku cuba melengahkan saat aku perlu menebuk kau.. aku berhelah agar kau kekal sebagai kau.. Namun, masa utk menebuk kau tetap tiba... Maafkan aku..."

I was attached to him.. To attached... He was the first frog, and the one that i feel like its okay to kiss him. In fact, i almost kissed him..  but i didn't and i really regret that.. I know the frogs in the lab have been cleaned because i saw the lab assistant do so.. I really regret not kissing him..

Until today, i still remembering him.. He's dead now.. all the frogs were killed by using chloroform after each practical session.. Even last night, i was imagining, what would it be if i just smuggle the frog away... i must be playing with him right now...

He pee-ed me, he jump into my baju kurung, we sightseeing the laboratory together.. we teased the frog-phobic person in T2 together... I am really, going to remember this one... This is significant to me...

Yaya abadikan kenangan dgn sang katak dalam post ni, semoga Yaya x kan lupakan memori ni..

Quick-post: Curi Tulang

Hi.. Ni cumalah, Quick-post, so Yaya akan cuba buat post ni jd pendek..
Curi Tulang? Yaya tgh curi tulang la ni.. Buat report kimia sambil update blog... Stress betul nak handle report kimia ni.. Dah la result pun x berape betul...
Dah la, tu je yg Yaya nak bgtau.. Saja nak update, bgtau dunia yang yaya ada kat sini.. Sebelum quick-post ni jadi benda lain, baik Yaya berhenti..
Baik korang semua masuk tido, sebab nanti Wee Willy Winky datang...

Till Then,
Wishing all walkerz to be happy
Live a Brave life, filled with boldness..

Jogathon PASUM 2011

Alhamdulillah, event semalam berakhir dgn jayanya.. Yaya sepatutnya, post pasal benda ni semalam, tp hari ni pun boleh la...

Semalam, Yaya bangun seawal 4:30... kemudian yaya tidur balik untuk terjaga semula pada pukul 4:37.. Awal lg, so yaya tidur balik dan terjaga semula pada pukul 4:43.. Setelah beberapa episod tidur dan jaga, Yaya akhirnya terjaga pada pukul 4:57.. Thats it! walaupuun awal lg, Yaya decide utk terus mandi...

Sarapan Yaya makan telur rebus yg ibu bg semalam dgn air milo..(apa punya sarapan lah tu) 6:45, Yaya tertidur dan 6:55 Yaya terjaga semula.. Kemudian Yaya bersiap utk ke dataran PASUM di mana kami perlu berkumpul.. 7:10, yaya memulakan perjalan ke dataran PASUM bersama-sama Amalina.. Yaya sempat ambil 4 keping biskut Tiger(mengandungi enermax utk pengeluaran tenaga yg maksimum.. hehehe) 

endaftaran bermula 7:31, dan pada pukul 8:18, sesi memanaskan badan... Kami melakukan 2 jenis senaman, satu senaman org Jepun sebelum memulakan kerja di kilang2(maklumlah, budak RPKJ pun ada sekali dan juga staff2 RPKJ yg terdiri drpd org Jepun..) Orang Jepun dari RPKJ menjadi instruktor kami utk senaman tu.. Satu lagi, senam robik atau menurut insturuktr tu, senama robot...

Org2 penting gak ada bg ucapan.. Menurut ketua bahagian sukan, jogathon ni merupakan acara international.. Maklumlah, ada org jepun sekali... Jogathon ni akan mengelilingi UM dan jaraknya ialah 6 km..

8:57, kami dilepaskan utk berlari.. So... LARI!!!! kemudian berjalan.....

Jogathon, satu disadvantage kalau kita x tau route larian kita, macam yaya semalam.. xtau bila nak lar, bila nak jalan, bila nok jog..

Satu je yg yaya keep in mind... Sentiasa rapatkan jarak, supaya org x potong kita dan kemudian berlari depan kita.. Rapatkan jarak tu pu, masih mengekalkan jarak yg selamat.. Kalau org depan Yaya, ada gap yg besar, Yaya potong, dan tidak sekali-kali berhenti mendadak(it's tiring)

Route jogathon, ada naik turun dan mendatar.. Rancangan asalnya ialah lari turun bukit, jalan biasa ketika mendatar, dan merangkak utk naik bukit.. Sebenarmya. yaya terfikir utk merangkak sebab Yaya ingat bukit yg kitorang kena daki securam bukit di Pantai Hillpark yg menjadi route utk merentas desa... Rupa2nya, xde lah curam sangat, tp still breath taking...

It took me 51 minutes to complete the jogathon.. 9:47, amalina and I arrived at the starting point, where the end of the route is... 

Hey, wait a second.. 51 minutes?? I know it is quite a long time, but when compared to the Merentas desa that 3.5 km, i took about  45 minutes.. So, the everyday route of climbing the PASUM hill is paid off.. i am a lot faster.. Or maybe it is because of the hills... 

Walaupun Yaya habis lari pukul  9:47, Yaya cuma bleh balik bilik pukul 11:10, sebab acara penyampaian hadiah dan cabutan bertuah... 

Kat kolej pulak, despute kaki yg letih berlari, Yaya gagahkan diri mendaki anak tangga menuju ke tingkat 8.. Yea!! Kali kedua yaya mendaki ke tingkat 8.. Lif ramai sgt org.. Yg menykitkan hati, tu yg tingkat 2 dan 3 pun nak guna lif gak...

Yaya sampai rumah pukul 11:58... Sempat tgk cerita Total Drama Island..

Perkara pelik pasal semalam, Yaya x tidur langsung sampailah pukul 3:00 pagi.. Kenapa ek? Why am I wide awake? It might have something to do with the Indocafe i drank after the running.. Just one cup but the effect is huge... I think, my body is not used to caffeine.. A little caffeine is able to keep me awake all night.. Hehe, macm budak2.. x biasa dgn caffeine.. kukuku..

Sehingga post akan datang,

Majulah sukan untuk negara,

Yaya Boleh!

Malaysia Boleh!

Hidup berani, jadi berani...

Jog-a-thon

Tomorrow's event... Jog-a-thon..

Since most of my friends and i are considering to walk, practically, this event is a walk-a-thon for us..

I've seen the route that we are going to take tomorrow.. Seems near in map, but the truth is painful(for our legs) we need to jog around UM, climbing the hills.. I cannot imagine how we would manage to do that in 2 hours..

What can i do? just face the event with open heart.. 

Actually, i wanted to go to bed at 11, but i got carried away, drawing the DNA's double helix... I've drawn them, but not yet finish the essay.. I'll complete it at home later

Got to go, i need to sleep.. But before that, solat comes first... Wish me luck tomorrow... I wish i manage to complete the route...

Till Then,

Jog hard, walk harder tomorrow..

Live Brave, Be Bold

3rd Week

Assalamualaikum.. Alhamdulillah, ada gak kesempatan nak menaip di sini hari ni..
Cuba teka, Yaya kat mana sekarang ni... Cepat.. cepat... teka... Okay.. masa dah tamat.. Yaya kat KOLEJ... Huhuhu yaya kat kolej, bukan kat umah... xtgk cerita naruto, x tgk show me show me.. :'(
Okay, proceed kpd isi utama post hari ni, minggu ketiga di PASUM...
Well, highlight minggu ni ialah sesi amali dan tutorial.. Minggu ni, terjawab semua persoalan siapakah tutor-ku.. Siapakah demonstrator-ku.. Alhamdulillah, Yaya dapat bnyk lecturer sbg tutor.. Yea!! yippee..
Kalau semester lepas, asyik mendengar teman2 (wani, amalina, dan syafiqah) berbual pasal Encik Jedzry, tutor matematik diorang, semester ni Yaya dapat Encik Jedzrey sebagai tutor statistik... Yea!! dapat gak merasai Encik Jedzrey sebagai tutor... Menurut mereka bertiga, Encik Jedzrey punya soalan test memang soalan lagenda.. Hahaha rasakan..

Jadual yaya pelik... Baru yaya perasan.. Waktu free yaya pada hari isnin, selasa, dan rabu.. Tutorial yaya pulak di-pack-kan pd hari isnin dan selasa.. Apa nak kata?? 5 tutorial, dalam 2 hari, x ke kelam kabut nak siapkan? bayangkan kalau lecturer lmbt bg tutorial, contohnya bio, hari ni(jumaat) baru bagi, dan hari isnin nanti nak kena bincang.. Tak tidur malam aku...

Bagi Yaya highlight yg paling utama bg minggu ketiga ni ialah sesi amali... Persoalan yang timbul

Can I pull through?

Can I hang in there?

Well, Yaya dah ada kat sini dan tgh menaip ni, so jelaslah bahawa yaya berjaya PULL THROUGH the tense practical sessions.. Actually, barely pulled through and i just hangin' tough there.. they were very tense...

Physics.. Kalau tgk balik post yaya yg lepas, sesi amali yg terakhir sem 1, Yaya lepak kat bilik gelap(torture room). Dan exp pertama yaya sem ni pun diadakan di bilik gelap.. Well, suratan takdir..

Di mana kau berakhir, di situ kau bermula...

Yaya dah kehilangan grip utk buat report laju2.. Yaya kena berlatih utk mendapatkannya semula...

Kimia... *silence*
no words can describe it.. I miss my old demonstrator.. Miss Wan Nurhidayah.. Miss, if you are reading this, T2 wants you back..(like she will be reading this blog)
I have some problems with the new demonstrator.. I need time to accept her.. I like her, she wants us to succeed.. I know that, but i need some time to adapt with her way of demonstrating... I'll put some effort on this, Insya-ALLAH... Well time is all i need..

Speaking of time... Got to go, running out of time to complete tutorials.. As soon as i complete biology's tutorial, i'll post something about tomorrow's event..

Till Then,
Open your heart and give other a chance to prove themselves..
Live Brave Be Bold

No Moods

Sincere speaking, i don't have the mood to study for bio.. =(
The test worrying me, my mind keep telling me "let's start studying"
However, my body refuse to obey what my mind wants
Procrastination is all over me..
How can i make this go away?
I need to start memorizing the notes.. Or i will not have enough time...
I am procrastinating.. Procrastinating.. Procrastinating..

Let me share something with all of you..



This is exactly what am i experiencing right now or maybe most of the time..

Pesan vs Tempah

Pertarungan antara 2 perkataan ini bermula sejak awal semester 1 lagi.. Yaya dalam perjalanan pulang ke kolej bersendirian bila yaya terdengar perbualan sekumpulan Asasian

Gadis 1: korang nak makan kat kafe ke nak tempah?
Gadis 2: Kalau tempah lambat la
Gadis 3: Nak makan kat sana, ramai orang pulak.

Yaya rasa sangat pelik... Tempah??? Kenapa tempah? Di saat itu, yaya memikirkan perkataan yg Yaya selalu gunakan.. Yaya selalunya, menggunakan perkataan "order".. Yaya x dapat nak fikirkan perkataan dalam bahasa Melayu.. Perkataan "tempah", bila digunakan pada situasi mcm tu, kedengaran sangat asing pada telinga Yaya.. Yaya ada gak bertanyakan perkataan yang Amalina gunakan.. menurut Amalina, dia xde masalah dgn perkataan tempah tu.. Dia boleh menerimanya...

Beberapa hari lepas, ketika berada di dalam lif, Yaya terdengar perbualan orang lain.. "kau nak pesan apa hari ni?" Ya!! PESAN, itulah perkataan yang saya cari!! Bagi Yaya perkataan "PESAN" kedengaran lebih sesuai..

Nampak tak, perkataan yg berbeza, tp penggunanya memaksudkan benda yang sama... Walaupun salah satunya kedengaran asing, tapi benda tu masih boleh diterima... Ermmm apa yang yaya melalut ni... Dah sesat dalam lautan perkataan

Main point, Yaya cuma nak cakap yang PASUM membuka banyak peluang untuk Yaya.. Yaya jumpa ramai orang dan belajar banyak perkataan baru, contohnya : kekwat.. Percaya atau x, tp perkataan kekwat yaya belajar dr Dr Fakhrul...

Dahla, dah penat melalut, so..
Till Then,
Live Brave, Be Bold..

Jadual Waktu Semester 2 PASUM

Yaya post benda ni sebab Yaya faham kesusahan org yg xde facebook nak keep in touch.. So, Yaya nak berkongsi dgn semua orang jadual waktu Asasi Sains Hayat 1..

Kalau tgk betul2, ada yg di-highlight-kan dgn warna hijau.. ITU BUKAN JADUAL YAYA... It's Wani's.. This is her timetable.. I didn't have one.. PASUM run out of copies..
Yaya belongs to T2 group, I'll have free time at the final hour of monday, Tuesday afternoon, and Wednesday morning... Productive times right..

Till Then
Be Positve, Look For Alternatives,
Live Brave Be Bold..

Addicted: Show Me Show Me

I have to admit that i am addicted to SMSM.. 

I am pretty sure, not so many people know what SMSM is..

SMSM is an abbreviation of a BBC show.. Cbeebies of BBC to be precise... 

SMSM is Show Me Show Me...

It all started during the semester break... I am looking for a not stressful method to improve my English for MUET.. 

The alternative is, "watch as many English programmes as you can"... I did that.. I watched a lot of Law and Order:UK, House MD, Criminal Minds.. All sorts of TV series.. My favourite series to be precise.. 

Later, i think that those tv series will not help much since they are talking too fast until sometimes i did not catch what they are saying..  

So, i switched to Cbeebies.. A channel for kids.. Actually, i love to watch them.. They used simple English(British okay) and correct grammar.. This is where i meet SMSM..

SMSM is a programme with 2 presenters, Pui Fan Lee and Chris Jarvis.. 

They live in a playroom at the sky with their toys, Momobot, Toddler Tom, Stuffy, Miss Mouse, and Teddington.. 

We need to use a lift to get there. Just 10 floors however.. 

Every episode, they will be showing something.. For example, caterpillar, teeth, dressing up, cakes, dancing, and many more.. 

They will be singing and dancing... The songs have rhymes, even their sentences have rhymes.. 

Despite the rhymes, the grammar still being conserved.. 

There also characters from "lagu  kanak2" For example, Incy Wincy Spider, Twinkle Twinkle Little Star, Humpty Dumpty, Wee Willy Winkie and many more.. 

I have to be frank by saying that i am smiling while typing this out... 

To be more frank, Chris Jarvis is one of the reason i watch show...

I am 18 and i am saying out loud and proud that i watch Show Me Show Me, and i am addicted to it!!!!

I'll leave all of you with some clips...

This is not from SMSM, but thought that this is cute..

Live With It

We cannot have all the things that we want while living our life.. Although the things that being set for us, the timetable for the second semester for instance, did not favour us, we still have to live with it..

The purpose of this post is to voice out the unsatisfactory that i kept in my heart.. I am so UNSATISFIED with the timetable that have been released earlier today.. Not much have been changed, but the not-so-much-thingy is affecting my whole week as Asasian... The whole week means the whole semester in my second chapter of PASUM-life...
The source of unsatisfactory is the fact that i have a biology tutorial on MONDAY!!! For those who do not know, every biology tutorial will be started with a test.. The marks will contribute 10% to my cgpa... quite a lot right...
At first, i am wondering, how would i ever study bio while i am enjoying my holiday... The wondering made me unable to focus on the lecture, which somehow was a biology lecture...
Then, i have some moment alone in my room(my roommate was not around.. She went out..).. I rationalize my thoughts.. There must be something hidden behind the timetable that has been fixed...
Rationally, there are some benefits with that kind of timetable..

1. Semester 2 have a lot of holiday on Monday.. So the test will have to be delayed( I don't know whether this is an advantage or not.. I don't think so since the suffer will be longer..)
2. I will not have to spend one night to study for the test since i will be studying it at home and this will allow me to do something else
3. I'll cut off my TV time on Sunday so that i'll study

I keep telling myself that i am very lucky.. If i were to compare my T-group's situation, the N-group's situation is a lot harder.. Their biology tutorial last semester was on Monday, the very first hour of the day.. Mine is the last hour of the day.. So, i guess, i am quite lucky despite the fact that on certain week, my biology test will be held on the same day the Statistics' test being held... But that thing is not yet to be worried...
Right now, i have to focus on studying for the coming test..
Wish me luck folks..

Word of wisdom from me:
The world is spinning as it is.. And we have bear in our mind that we are not the only one living on Earth.. The world is not revolving around you although in your life, you are the main character of the play... There are others that need to be considered.. The order of the world has been set to be fair.. Bear in mind, life is just like a wheel, sometimes, we are at the top, the other day, we will be at the bottom..

Till Then,
You sacrificed, you shall have the success..
Live Brave Be Bold

Coming Soon: Second Semester Timetable

An Entry for "E"

E, I hope you'll read this one.. I think you are the one that the old saying said, friend in need... So you are a friend indeed...
Well, i've read your entry, "issue"
So i'll dedicate this song to you my dear friend.. I hope you can really understand this song, and be a stronger girl...

BSB-Story Of My Life(unreleased track)

Howie D - Lie To Me MV

Howie D's Lie To Me MV is out at last.. I know this from his tweet yesterday.. I've watched it.. And i think that it is awesome... Way better than 100's MV.. This might be due to the different genre... Anyway, i am providing you with a link, so that you also can enjoy this MV...

Howie Dorough - Lie To Me

Hehe hope you'll enjoy this one...

Till Then

Live Brave, Be Bold..