DIfference

When i recall back some of my first year in UM, doing math... I notice some difference.. A huge difference i may say.. Once upon a time, I was just girl doing math as an escape, i may say, from my parent's ambition of me being a doctor..At that time, i do have a little passion in math.. I do love doing math, as in solving the equations, integrals, derivatives etc.. But as time passes, i grow up.. I learn maths things... A lot of things..

When i was i my first year, i have a lot of work to be completed for a week, the tutorials.. a lot of question being given.. I don't have time to complete it, but i generally can solve almost all the questions given in the tutorial.. Today, take this week for example, I only need to complete 2 tutorial question, 17 from the Real Analysis, and 4 from probability and statistics 2.. I only manage to solve 5 question from Real Analysis.. Other questions.. well, let's say i don't really have a clue on how to do it.. I may have time to spend on them, but i can't solve them.. Back then, i can solve them, but i don't  have time..

Still I like it.. a lot..

Back then, i do have a little passion in math.. I do love doing math, as in solving the equations, integrals, derivatives etc.. But as time passes, i grow up.. I learn maths things... A lot of things.. The abstract things.. And I fall in love.. repeatedly.. However, seeing my love being returned is quite unlikely.. It is not impossible, but it is unlikely.. It demands time and dedication.. Still, someone ones said that,

"a love that never returned is the love that lasts the longest"

 Till then
Live Brave, Be Bold
P/S: Sorry for leaving you not updated for such a long time.. I just feel like writing tonight..